you're that much closer to knowing me.
i kinda lost the thread too lol…found it again tho. very interesting subject, random too: not the subject itself just how you came up with it- as you kinda said at the beginning. i agree, i mean the grass is always greener on the other side- or something like that. one always wants what one doesnt have. thats just human nature i spose, and if we didnt strive for a better existence, society wouldnt rele end up newhere. nothing is ever perfect (says the virgo reluctantly ;))as for optimism/general naivety: the outcome of something is only as bad as you make/see it. i guess were just extremely lucky that our society allows us to realise almost anything we want (and youre extremely lucky that your ib went ok:P)- as you say *so long as a thought is spared for those who are less fortunate* keep striving is what i say- good job:)x x x
Anonymous,
December 30, 2005 7:31 AM
Great piece of work! I don't think you're the only one who realises, what you've just realised. At some point it will hit us all that we are ignorant for the consequences of our actions. The question is only whether you should do something with this. Because constantly considering all consequences and planning ahead will make you miss out on what's here now. Planning the future can be valuable, but it are usually unplanned moments that will last with you for a lifetime. I wish you all the best for the new year and may your wishes come true! Kim
Anonymous,
December 30, 2005 8:15 AM
I just read this, two days or so after posting similar thoughts -
dancing chaos,
January 08, 2006 6:55 PM
I have thought and acted exactly the opposite way 2u.N as a result I fucked up my IB n oda things in life too...so I guess ur theory must work.Its jst sad 2realise NOW how I messed things up by being 'Ms.Righty',spending so much time working on things n worrying bout them, hoping to do my best n get a positive outcome n in the end it's useless...got me nowhere near my goals! This has really changed the way I approach everything from them moment I came to that simple realisation.Can u believe that now I'm jst going with the flow n being a sortof Bad kid\ lol Believe it or not it's true n I feel lost, not knowing which path to take n not maneging 2etablish a balance... neways,miss u...take care!
Anonymous,
January 09, 2006 5:14 AM
come visit, leave your two cents. As for me, I think that we are all just looking too far behind or too far ahead, to what could have been and what we want to be... rather than basking in the glory of now.
and no, I haven't been wathicng Oprah recently. I promise.
As for our actions... einmal ist keinmal, yo.. unless of course your 'once' involves killing a man or something.